michael JACKSON...

he is permanently encased in a coffin made from solid gold...WTF

and he didn't even pay for it. TAX PAYERS payed for it. NUFF SAID.

last day of school...

Today was quite a day...

it was the last day of the school year. THE END! lmfao.

jk. seriously though, i came to realize something. an oh-piff-uh-knee of a sort, if you will. There are a lot people that you will meet in your lifetime. They just blow in and out of your life like the wind. But it's not like a straight line...it's more of a sort of baby twister that kinda streamlines as a vortex around you. With those kinda things, the center of the storm is the safest, and while those vortex people are in your life and surrounding you, your safe from pain. But the speed and complexity of the vortex or storm builds more and more momentum the longer it is in your presence. Until they are like vicious hurricanes or tsunamis and when they part from your life they tear you up inside. I know it sounds a little melodramatic but you never know what pops into a guy's head when he has an attention disorder.

OH YEA...i sort of drew something today. i had weird inspiration

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incomplete

there aren't enough hours in a day...

This is what I resort to when I can't sleep.

WOW.

insomnia still plagues me.

TOO MUCH FOOD...

Today was the first day without my mom at home. I cooked dinner today. I set the table and everything. For some reason I set 2 plates on the table. I made a huge batch of pasta. I guess I got a little too use to cooking for more than one person.

I put away the extra dish and ate my dinner alone. It was really quiet. It felt very empty not having my mom asking me about what I did today. I guess in some aspect, I'm implying I miss my mother a little bit.

I'll just meditate my thoughts and express them on paper.

INSOMNIA

This is my second time ever blogging. It's 12:30 and i'm completely awake. Insomnia is a real bitch. I don't know what to say, so i'll describe my day scrutenously.

Today my mom left for the philippines. Prior that engagement, my family was to dine out. Unfortunately, that plan did not follow through and we succumbed to eating at home. My stepfather, Tony, made sloppy joes, corndogs, and curly fries. The sloppy joes and corndogs were relatively satisfying. The curly fries were the latter of the meal. We didn't have oil for the deeper frier so Tony decided to try baking the fries. It failed. Since I'm not one to waste food, I finished the fries regardless of the taste or texture. After we finished eating and I washed the dishes, we disembarked for LAX. We dropped my mother off at the terminal and left. It was an awkward, calluse goodbye. A kiss and hug and then we drove off.

Now my house feels so empty...or maybe it's just because everyone is sleeping in their quarters. Even though...it's really weird not having someone nag at me to go to sleep or do something every 10 minutes or so. Oh well...that won't last very long. 2 weeks are going to zoom by and have my mother breathing down my neck again in no time. Well let's get a move on with my day...

After i got home from the airport, i watched television fora good 4 or 5 hous. I was mainly fixated on the movie channels. HBO, for one, has some of the best movies sometimes. Reigh Over Me is one of those really good movies. The movie is about a man who loses his whole family to the september 11 attack on new york. His 3 little girls, his wife, and even his dog were gone in a flash. The man is tramautized by the occurence. By some turn of fate, the man reunites with his old college roommate. His old roommate helps him escape his emotional abyss and make peace with himself.

I know my description of the movie isn't that great but trust me...it's worth watching.

I don't have much else to say except I feel like drawing...so i think i will say g`night.

valentine's day

Today was St. Valentine's Day. I attended the University High School Regional Competition.  Thee end.... ;}